My Daily Wuht?! 042011

Wednesday na pala.. then Thursday na tomorrow then weekend na naman. Time goes by so fast and on the 25th, one month na ako dito. Hindi ko ramdam yung bilis ng panahon or dahil lang abala ako sa pagttrabaho. Gaya nga ng sabi ko, mabilis lang ang 2 taon. Hindi mo mapupuna nakadalawang taon na, gaya ngayon malapit na kong mag-isang buwan. 

There was this officemate, she loves talking on the phone telling storied to her officemates. I was struck by one of her lines: “Why would I even care or even bother if he believed me or not. Because honestly, I don’t care anymore. If he thinks that everything I say is still about him, then he is hilarious. The world doesn’t revolve around him and believe me, he’s not the type of person I’d be wasting my time thinking of. He was the one who gave up and went away, now he has to deal with it. He made that decision on his own, then stick with it because I couldn’t care less, not anymore.” Ang taray di ba, pero nakarelate ako sa kanya. I didn’t react of course, I just listened to her story and smiled. Gusto ko sanang sabihing, “I know exactly how you feel” o“we’re on the same boat… I think” haha. Habang nagkkwento sya, I can’t help but stare at her face, because it was full of emotions. Damang dama nya yung kwento nya na parang kagabi lang nagyari, eh it happened 2 years ago. 

Hindi mo talaga maiintindihan lahat ng tao noh, merong mga taong “mood shifters”, na minsan nalilito ka o hindi mo sila masundan kasi paiba-iba ang mood, may mga tao rin naming “impulsive decision maker” yung bigla na lang magdedecide kahit labag sa loob ng isa, wala silang pakialam basta ang sa kanila, nakapagdecide na sila: kung ayaw na o sawa na sa’yo, sorry ka na lang… At meron din naming mga“coward”, sa maraming bagay pwede mong sabihing duwag sila… like yung mga tipong pag nahihirapan na sila, susuko na kahit gusto pa nila or yung tipong natatakot sa responsibilidad na ibinibigay sa kanila kaya mang-iiwan na lang sa ere, bahala na yung naiwan, basta sya suko na… at marami pang iba…Kaya bilib ako dun sa mga “Cge go lang, subukan natin yan kaya natin basta 2 tayong susubok!” at yung mga “I can do this, there’s no turning back.” Tska yung “No pain, no gain.” At higit sa lahat, “Challenge lang sa atin yan, kaya nating lampas an basta wag lang tayong bumigay!” hindi lang sa salita pero ginagawa… Kasi dun mo talaga makikita yung strength nung taong yun, at yung willingness nya to hold on for what he/she loves. Hindi yung basta basta “ayaw ko na” na lang ang maririnig mo, na kahit ikaw na malakas ang loob ay panghihinaan na dahil dun sa taong kasama mong na give up na. Kung baga “Where is the challenge in giving up?”

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