End of the week again and parang inutot mo lang yung isang buong linggo. Haha. I must say, nasasanay na din ako sa weather, sa food, even sa environment at crowd dito. Medyo malungkot lang kasi sanay ako sa maingay (LOL), dahil obviously our family is really big and close sa isa’t isa. So tutumbling lang kami eh nasa mga lola o tita ko na kami so we don’t usually get bored or lonely. Namimiss ko shempre yung patambay tambay naming during weekends, my friends who always calls me and say ‘Labas tayo,Shot tayo’ or ‘Tara let’s climb!’. Dito may mag-aya man sa’yo, you know exactly where you’d go. Maliit lang ang Kuwait, aakalain mo lang na malaki sya dahil makakakita ka ng vast lands na puro buhangin, pero in reality maliit lang talaga sya. Masayang malungkot ang feeling dahil finally, I can do things on my own, nagstart na ko magtravel and I’m working hard para marating ko yung mga gusto kong marating, maachieve yung mga goals na isinet ko for myself.
Anyways, I am currently reading the 4th sequel of the ‘Percy Jackson’ books and I am really hooked! I really loved reading stuffs especially when it has something to do with Ancient Gods, myths, architecture and romance as well.
I came across this character Quintus (aka Daedalus). He is a swordsman, architect, athlete and inventor in one. I was like “whoa!”. He told Percy this line, “An Artist must be good at many things.” I remembered one person who once told me, “You can’t be good at a lot of things you know, so don’t be Miss Goody-goody.” She was the same person who told me that she hated my guts for the reason I never really knew. She just told me out of the blue that “You know I really hate your guts. You always get everybody’s attention..” I never understood her up until now. I never or I hoped I never do stuffs to draw all their attentions to me. I was just being me. If being friendly and being yourself caught their attention then that’s no longer my problem. I don’t choose my friends, you can be my friend for as long as you want. The only persons I choose are those who can really be close to me: “my closest friends” or if not, my “best friend”. So if you don’t like me then I can’t do anything about it, because if you did something to me that made me lose my trust to you, then you couldn’t do anything to get it back.